Being All Cuspy And Stuff

Went online yesterday to check my bank accounts.  What I got instead was the soundtrack to a horror movie.  My financial empire is clearly not where I’d like it to be.

I’ll be paid for some corporate work by the end of the month.  There’s also an RFP coming next week that I should have a good chance at.  One of the insiders is a big fan of mine.  In addition, putting four proposals out the door on Monday, has me feeling good about the near future.

More than faith, guile, and dumb luck, I now have something else going for me.  Can’t exactly find a word for it, but I can feel it in my bones.  It’s tangible.  It’s practical.  It’s practically bankable in a tangible way.

Welcome to the current location of my headspace.

It’s not just money matters that has me feeling plucky.  More than anything, I’m on the cusp of the next phase of my life.  I’m 38 years-old and I want to feel like I’m contributing to something greater than myself.  These projects will move people in a meaningful way.  It took me my whole life to learn enough to get to this point.

Something really really big is about to happen.

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